Live in the now, man!

Yeah, I know I should "live in the presence" but when this presence is so confusing, how can I not think about the future?

If I don't think about it, I feel like I am wasting precious time to figure out what's best for me.

I don't belong where I am right now. I just know it. There is something out there for me, and I can't lose sight of what it is.

Sorry...

I will take your advice into consideration. I will "live in the presence" and "bloom where I'm planted." Just know, there will always be a part of me, that is thinking about my future.

I'm stubborn as hell...

-A.M.